March 26, 2009

  • my mouth is dry with words i cannot verbalize.

    paramore - 'we are broken'


    I am outside
    And I've been waiting for the sun
    With my wide eyes
    I've seen worlds that don't belong
    My mouth is dry with words I cannot verbalize
    Tell me why we live like this

    Keep me safe inside
    Your arms like towers
    Tower over me

    Yeah
    Cause we are broken
    What must we do to restore
    Our innocence
    And oh, the promise we adored
    Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole

    Lock the doors
    Cause I'd like to capture this voice
    it came to me tonight
    So everyone will have a choice
    And under red lights
    I'll show myself it wasn't forged
    We're at war
    We live like this

    Keep me safe inside
    Your arms like towers
    Tower over me

    Cause we are broken
    What must we do to restore
    Our innocence
    And oh, the promise we adored
    Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole

    Tower over me
    Tower over me

    And I'll take the truth at any cost

    Cause we are broken
    What must we do to restore
    Our innocence
    And oh, the promise we adored
    Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole


    -----


    i'm sick of this mixture, rare moments of burning desire too quickly overshadowed by crippling apathy.
    i want to rip open my rib cage and b l e e d it all out.

    God, God, GOD.
    please look at me.

    LOOK.
    AT.
    ME!


    please.

    please hear me screaming.

    please scoop me up like You used to.
    please, please, please.
    i'm holding up my hands -
    they're clamped together, useless, by chains of my own making.
    i'm sick of this.
    SICK OF MYSELF.
    SICK OF MY OWN HEAD AND HEART.
    SICK!
    sick to the point of wanting my guts to spill.
    i've been in this same water so long;
    it's stagnant with my dead skin cells,
    my carbon dioxide,
    my blood.
    my wasted dreams and unused talents that You gave me so long ago.
    were they always Yours?
    was it so long ago?
    has it really been this long?
    where am i?
    who am i?

    hello?
    hello...?


    is this thing on?

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