January 11, 2022
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the last few years have been too much to cover in a xanga post.
i'll just say this. i'm really tired.
but i've grown, so much. and i'm entering this new unknown territory of my life where i'm receiving new titles and i'm honestly looking forward to whatever may be.
today Rex had his first indicator light because my tire pressure was low... it was stressful and i nearly got frostbite in my fingertips putting air in my tires tonight, but i did it.
our biweekly meeting was two hours today and bob had to say something about it. we covered a lot of ground though and i told him he was welcome to sit in next time. (he probably thought i had already discussed it with jeremy but i hadn't.)
tuesdays are totally different this season at LDC. i get to see kate but not abbi. which is fine, because i'm there with abbi all monday night and it's nice. it's weird going so long between seeing her though -- i wasn't there this past saturday and neither was she so we went an entire week without seeing each other.
sunday i cleaned out my kitchen cabinets while binge watching (listening to) many episodes of queer eye that i'd never seen. my ADHD drugs have legitimately changed my life and i wish i'd had them a decade ago along with my diagnosis. (which i received on november 30th.) today, dad got his. he has to get an EKG because his bp was high, but jaime said he is 100% without a doubt ADHD. mom thanked me for getting assessed because if i hadnt, and if i hadnt spoken so openly about the improvement in my daily life thanks to the vyvanse and KNOWING where my weird comes from, he probably wouldnt have gotten assessed. i'm really proud of him. and abbi goes next week! i honestly think all five of us are neurodivergent... but i guess time will tell if the other two go and get their labels.
we took down the christmas stuff in the HKB showroom today and rearranged some of the display racks. workin' on getting a delta corner going, and we meet with heather on the 25th about changing out the discontinued lighting. i am so so excited for us to keep making improvements. the more we sell this year the better off we all will be!
i'm really wiped out but i want to write more often so i'm gonna try -- just for my sake. i know no one reads this anymore which is kind of comforting.
love you, interwebs.